Last Christmas I gave you my heart....

My Thanksgiving was kinda crazy. trying to cook that much food was a huge undertaking! especially with both my mom and I having type-A personalities. I can't even count the amount of arguments that happened or how many times I burnt myself. but it was fun none the less. there are so many leftovers it will take weeks to eat all of them! My favorite was definitely my moms stuffing that I tried to duplicate, lets just say it wasn't exactly the same but still a tasty alternative.

Last night Ann, Christy, Devin, Kendall, Mel, Shayla and I went to the ASU vs. UCLA game. it was really fun. really chilly but fun. I didn't really know we were playing UCLA until like....an hour or two before the game! during the game this crazy little boy kept doing his "magic tricks" with a little nerd box for me and ann. I had moved over there to save her haha. after we beat UCLA (sad) we went to Chilis to get something to eat. chicken sandwich. so yummy.

right now im watching a documentary/special thing about Andy Warhol's "superstars" or factory people from the silver factory days. I have been trying to catch this all week! I had a crazy dream the other night that I was @ the factory with Bob Dylan. man I wish that really happened, of course it isn't the 60's so it didn't. gah.

I hope tonight I get to see more friends and take it easy. sushi sounds fantastic. so does an eggnog latte it tastes like a girl scout cookie...or it does to me!

ex oh ex oh,
Nicole!

ughhhhhh

I hate to write blogs when I feel like shit but I think this needs to be said.

I am so annoyed with the people I surround myself with, with a few exceptions. when I think about "friends" I find that none of the people I surround myself with actually act like friends. you don't leave people out and you don't do things without them out of spite. its so hurtful, and honestly I wish every single person felt this way at least once but I bet they haven't. it sucks to be an outsider looking in, especially with friends I've had for a lifetime. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger right? at least I have the knowledge that I should be more aware of my actions and how I treat people so other people don't feel like crap. so now they will all probably read this and talk among themselves and alienate me even more. awesome. grow up.

I do have a few great friends who are there for every second of every single day and I thank them so much.

on a side note: happy birthday to kendall.

back to the michigan game

- nicole

ps- anns birthday celebration was so fun. singing to 80s cover band is always fun (video on the youtube) and I hurt my knee dancing. it was so swollen sunday. but I wot complain it was so fun!

oh i need to update this

so I haven't updated this in awhile. I bet I was missed.

last night I went shopping for something to wear out to celebrate ann's 22nd tonight. I tried on these crazy uncomfortable dresses but finally found something cute and me.

right now im watching Michigan @ Minnesota. I don't know why im positive they are probably going to lose, michigan that is bc that's kind of how its been lately. and then I feel like a loser wearing my yellow bow and blue michigan shirt. they are ahead now whatev.

time to do my laundry which is always fun.

oh my music lately it has been:
good old war
bob dylan (obv)
feist
nick and norahs infinite playlist soundtrack
3oh!3

a wide variety. oh I made amazing mixtapes for ann and kendalls birthday complete with artwork. they turned out well I think they came out good.

:)

Last night i went to see the Wackness. I liked it a lot..so if it's showing in your town check it out fo realz. The soundtrack isn't so bad either.

Today I went to see Mamma Mia with my Grandma. It was really a cheesy yet good movie, and i don't deny my love of ABBA music. It was honestly really hard not to try and sing. And my Grandma totally loved it, who knew she had a huge love of pop music..bahahaha.

Of course while being with my grandma, i had to hear what all my faults are and what i need to work on but that's cool. I'll try to do my best to work on all that. Apparently, she believes i've become less self-confident. Or maybe that's just some days. who knows.

I'm excited for homemade pasta night @ my parents tomorrow. My mom makes the best pasta ever. and it's the dogs birthday, so that calls for a celebration. we saved him from being abused....and he's so much better now. just a little crazy though. haha.

that's all i really have to say.

XOXO - N

(image from google images. obvio)

oh hay blog

" i kissed a girl and i liked it..."

So, it only took me 10 minutes to try to remember the log in for this blog bahaha. i guess that's what you get when you don't update it in a while.

Not a lot has happened in the time from when I last updated. I went to the Honda Civic Tour..which took literally more time than it should have to get there thanks to this really stupid like Triathalon. I even stopped to ask a cop how i could get to that area and he was like, "Oh you are way the other direction." now i'm thinking NO SHIT BUT YOU ONLY LET ME MAKE RIGHT TURNS WHEN I NEED TO BE TAKING LEFT TURNS. but obv i couldn't say that. so i just acted like a dumb blonde and was like ooops. ugh but later on that night i remembered exactly how i could have gotten there if i would have just stopped to think.

I turned 21. woot finally, the birthday i've been waiting forever for. It was fun. its all downhill from here obv. Especially since i have really good odds of becoming an alcohol abuser. JUST KIDDING. don't take that seriously.

I started to slow down and take a look at everything around me...and think about whats been going on, and what I would like to happen. It's actually, really relaxing. Sometimes you can even see the stars, and the sunsets that we have are so outrageously gorgeous. And the cloud formations because of the Monsoons are so pretty, you just wish you could go lay on them. Sounds like a little kid haha. I want to be satisfied with who i am but i seem to find little things i hate, and i guess that's always going to happen but whatever, let's just see what i can do.

Meeee likey.

that's all for now maybe i'll actually have something to say. Right now i'm going to dance to "When I Grow Up" by the Pussycat Dolls...only cause well I want to.

"I see them staring at me Oh I'm a trendsetter Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better You can talk about me 'Cause I'm a hot topic I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it"

XoXo - N

ughhhh

So work has been crazy. and i've blown tons of money.

i wish my bff could understand shes an adult and learn that the choices she makes are hers and not go back on what she does because her parents make her choices for her, or make stupid comments about her choices right to her face. it's so redic.

yesterday was beautiful, and now it's freezing and windy...ugh. spring isn't as great as i thought.

i really want spicy tuna, veggie rolls and a really warm shower for once. but instead i get to wash a zillion dishes and i'll probably get a freezing cold shower like i always do. fun times.

Don't stop believin'....

don't stop believin' that hopefully winter is over, yesterday it was 85 degrees. i hope hope hope winter is done...
March is fantastic. today was gorgeous, even if i couldn't get out of bed for more than 10 seconds. and basically OD'd on Orange Juice. bleh.

so i finished one week @ my new job, hence why i am now sick. crazy 2 year olds.

for now i must lay back down before getting in trouble haha...

i really want to see Kanye when he comes...:)

probs to my BFF for coming to sit with me for 4 hours last night, even though she could get sick. that is why she is my Best friend and well not yours haha. although she was a spy to make sure i drank all my soup. narc hahahaa